I've been rude, recently. I've been knocking into people and not apologizing. I've been frowning at smiling strangers. I'm not a nice person, but generally I'm a person of a nice disposition. And this new found demeanor is adverse to my lifestyle which calls for diplomacy. I'd rather be pleasant. I'm trying.
Things just are not going well. I'm skipping classes and getting out of work early. I'm spending too much money and drinking more than I should. I tell myself I'm sad. I'm also not writing. Again. It's been a while.